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Ben Brock Wilkes II

by Ben Brock Wilkes

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    BEN BROCK WILKES II

    Written and recorded by Ben Brock Wilkes in Richmond VA
    Mastered by Edie Bab

    LIZARD MIND RECORDS 2019

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1.
In This Room 03:20
IN THIS ROOM in this room flowers start to bloom nothing stays the same but nothing fades away in this room i don’t have to choose wait for my moon i know i’ll see you soon and you want it that way and you want it  in this room  feels just like a womb  can’t help but feel it grow can’t help but feel it know in this room  peaceful as a tomb days don’t fear the night and life is far from fight and you want it that way and you want it  and you want it that way and you want it and you want it that way and you want it  and you want it that way  and you want it 
2.
ANY WAY YOU WANT IT  you can have it any way you want it  you can have it any way you want it  you can have it any way you want it to be because that’s just part of me because that’s just part of me  because that’s just part of me because that’s just part of me  the way you want it to be  you can have it any way you want it  you can have it any way you want it  you can have it any way you want it to be because that’s just part of me because that’s just part of me  because that’s just part of me because that’s just part of me  the way you want it to be 
3.
You In Me 03:50
YOU IN ME  sorry that i’ve been away for so long i’ve been caught in my own crosshairs sorry that i’ve been asleep for so long i’ve been caught in between my own nightmares but when you’re in me  i see myself so clearly  and when i can see i treat myself so dearly  thanks for keeping me awake on the phone had to show myself i could still walk on my own  and thanks for letting me write you all these poems you know i prefer to be the one who’s leaned on  but when you’re in me  i see myself so clearly  and when i can see i speak my mind so sincerely  sorry that i’ve been asleep for so long  sorry that i’ve been asleep for so long sorry that i’ve been asleep for so long sorry that i’ve been 

4.
Sunspeakin 04:53
SUNSPEAKIN sun speaking through the blinds that blind son been trying  to chase the shadows off the trees it’s a scary, scary thing  to sleep outside  to shut your eyes before you die to lie down in the rain  it’s a scary, scary thing  light leaking through the leave she’s been talking to them trees trying to catch the way the warbler sings it’s a pretty, pretty thing  to sleep outside  to open your eyes before you die to come down before the rain it’s a pretty, pretty thing that’s my name  that’s your name that’s our name  now we’re all looking the same  that’s my name  that’s your name that’s our name  now we’re all talking the same  i’m just trying to sleep outside  when the rain falls and there’s nowhere to hide unless you know just where to go  we all say just what we’re told how to balance that hat right there on top of your face cross your legs, boot over lace put your rear right there in between them roots climb that big old tree, here i’ll give you a boost  that’s my name  that’s your name that’s our name  now we’re the same  that’s your name that’s my name  that’s our name  now we’re the same  that’s my name  that’s your name that’s our name  now we’re the same  that’s my name  that’s your name that’s our name  now we’re the same 
5.
Sun Flower 04:22
SUNFLOWER like a sunflower in the rain she whispers smiling through the pain a borrowed, blessed, blue refrain lately things don’t seem the same  i feel her, i feel like i’m in bloom in summer’s shadow, the fullest moon a spark-plug diet in a steel cocoon what about you?  what about you?  she said i eat, but i’m always full bloated by the memory of making the rules i guess i’ll wait for another spring when it’s my time again but you’re always here but i ain’t around i’d share my bed if you weren’t so down she said i’ll probably just toss and turn  i said there’s nothing that i can’t learn  so we shift our weight into a deep downtown she drinks me steady, pound for pound i try to relate, i try to clown but i am all that she found  i am all that she ever found i’m all she found i am all she found  i’m all she ever found that, and another way to frown 
6.
Supernova 02:28
SUPERNOVA when i’m at home  i spend my time alone and i think of you  about what’s died and what has grown how our shadow selves have shown and i’m weightless seems like as we string along we take on sadder and sadder songs without warning they say life it isn’t fair, so i stop and take a stare walk in my hometown pass my peace around i feel the weight of nervous time i feel my conscious crack the sky feels like i’ll never learn how fast it always turns so when i whisper in your ear that there’s nothing left to hear except what you thinkin bout  come on and tell me everything you know but don’t let yourself go  because i can’t fix you  because we’re born just as we are and you live to see how far you can take it  like a blister in the wind i swell right through my skin and i’m still hungry  seems like every time i try  there’s a part of me that dies but i’m a gambler  and i’d bet before i’m done  i’ll swallow every setting sun  and shit out my own source of heat to cook down every part of me that can’t stand what it can’t read take it all down medically because i’m a supernova i’m a supernova i’m a supernova 
7.
It Can Wait 02:43
IT CAN WAIT  just wait  everything will be ok there will be a brighter day write it on my forehead and say just wait  but i know i’m gonna die but i know i’m gonna die just wait  just wait  just wait  just wait everything will be ok  there will be a brighter day  write it on my t-shirt and say just wait  just wait  but i know i’m gonna die but i know i’m gonna die  just wait  just wait  just wait  just wait  you know you’re gonna die  because the tarot doesn’t lie  i can see it in the sky i can see it in the apple of my eye  yeah, i know i’m gonna die so just wait  so just wait  so just wait  so just wait (and see!)  so just wait (and see!)  so just wait (and see!)
8.
Pity Party 03:00
PITY PARTY if i never changed  would i just get in the way? and if i frayed could you tie me up and make me say that it’s a pity party? there’s a core to my apple in the center of the sky  there’s a light from my asshole to the center of the sky  there’s another bloody steak and it’s waiting to be fried  there’s a core to my apple in the center of the sky  if i never changed  would i just get in the way? and if i frayed could you tie me up and make me stay?  if i never changed  would i just get in the way? and if i frayed could you tie me up and make me say that it’s a pity party? there’s a core to my apple in the center of the sky  there’s a light from my asshole to the center of the sky  there’s another bloody steak and it’s waiting to be fried  there’s a core to my apple in the center of the sky if i never changed  would i just get in the way? and if i frayed could you tie me up and make me stay?  if i never changed  would i just get in the way? and if i frayed could you tie me up and make me say that it’s a pity party? there’s a core to my apple in the center of the sky  there’s a light from my asshole to the center of the sky  there’s another bloody steak and it’s waiting to be fried  there’s a core to my apple in the center of the sky  
9.
About Love 02:38
ABOUT LOVE i shutter to think what they would all think about love is it red and brown is it pink with a frown is it blue and gold is it purple and bold is it the way i feel at night (it’s not real) about love? i shutter to think what they would all think about love i’ll shut up and think what i really think about love is it calm and carry on is it bless this mess is it a big old shit after a nicely cooked meal is it feeling myself when i really feel about love? i shutter to think what they would all think about love i shutter to think where i’d really be without love are we breaking ground are the leaves still brown is the candlestick melting where the candle should have been found is every light switch connected to a pile of pebbles in my laundry basket? is it is it is it is it is it is it is it  is it  is it  is it  is it  is it  is it  is it  i shutter to think what they would all think about love i shutter to think where i’d really be without you is it red and brown  is it green and purple can you put it in a bag can you call it purple nurple  can you lock up the doors  can you hold them up tight can you really do anything, anything you might can you really see everything, and see it with the sight of love? 

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released July 26, 2019

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